Here we go!
Been waiting for this day for a while! Have you ever just not wanted to do something that you know you have to do? I really don't want to have this surgery. You know, if I felt bad and I knew it would fix something that hurt then maybe I would not mind going through it. Maybe I will ask the doctor to fix something that really hurts on this old body!! Talk about walking by faith! That's how I feel right now! I am so ready to get this over so I can get back to taking care of my family. I finally got all my ducks in a row and left everyone a list of reminders for the week! So far everything has gone smooth. I guess what I don't know won't hurt me! I have put all my kiddos in trusted hands and know they will be taken care of. Isn't that what mothers do? Now if I could just relax and let the doctors and God take care of me. That is so hard. Especially when I have never had any type of major surgery!!! Honestly I am Nervous but at the same time there is a peace that is over me! I know it is the peace that everyone one is praying for me to have! Unexplainable! Just so neat! Thank you all!
Posted by Julie McRight